| Winter break, didn't really come out the way i thought it would be. A lot of things changed as I hung out with old friends and alot of things didn't. The whole Christmas vibe didn't last long as the being lazy vibe and just sleeping untill 12 one. I'm really going to miss just doing that but also not going to miss my parents nagging me to do something. School is on Monday and I really of course am not looking forward to it. I hate being in classes and being crammed with people I dont want to be around with and dont want to get to know. But I do it for my parents and for myself hoping I can graduate and make a living for myself doing what I love. But I know doing what I love for the rest of my life wont happen because, whatever I love is going to have to wait, because I'm taking the short way out. Too much work is involved in what I love and I cannot stand being in this school for more than 3 years. I have to make changes this semester. I'm really glad for the few friends I have and have the best ones. And I know now the ones I can trust. I made a lot of mistakes with friends last year and hopefully will not make the same ones, because that would be stupid lol. I guess I'm ready for school on Mon, I have to be anyways because its right there. |
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| Finals are this week, and now I know how finals are in college. Pretty damn stressful. And i only had 2 classes! Yeah i know people who have more classes are probably thinking wtf?! Stop complaning! But Pysch wasn't easy as everyone said the teacher would be. And my English teacher gave us all this late shit to do. But I'm pretty much done with most of it, all i gotta do is email him. I cannont wait for this all to be done. Cannot wait for WINTER BREAK! -thursday: possibly hanging out with friends 21,22,23- In VEGAS BABY! Then coming back on Christmas eve. Also cannont wait to see my best friend again  , sucks she's been all the way in the east coast. But shes finally coming back and hopefully I can hang out with her for a while before her other friends grab her. Later now, it's so freezing.. |
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